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ill take one look with both my eyes just to forget
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|07:34 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  Wondering about things.... | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Timberwolves At New Jersey-Taking Back Sunday | ] |
Newer lj...i made it a while ago but im now switching too it... ydoicaresomuch...it is friends only..if i didnt add u yet just comment and i'll add you....i hate school lol!
Things that happened today....
doug wants to have sex n see how we both 'feel' about eachother...no thank you.
Chilled with sean n other pplz...that was fun
Talked 2 jen 4 a bit...i love her to death
n yea thats pretty much it lol...<3LJM |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|09:30 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Jenny Was a Friend Of Mine-The Killers | ] |
HAPPY BDAY TO ME! LOL! Yea so i'm 16 now n i still feel like i'm 15 but whatever. I talked to Allyson today n adam i guess didnt want to talk to me, i guess he's depressed or whatever...Well i g2r bcuz i only got 5 minutes online. Happy Xmas Everyone...
<3Lindsey Jean
I got an MP3 PLAYER! HAHA BIATCH! It's so tiny tho lol. w/e...i miss everyone! |
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| Friends Only.... |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|09:43 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Fall Out Boy | ] |
So yea...parental figures have been reading my lj...so i'm grounded for a month or two woot! But from now on this lj will b friends only...if u want me to add u too my friends list if u already arent just comment n i'll add you only if i like you or if i think u deserve to read mindless shit lol! Well ttyl...
<3Lindsey Jean
ps....i dyed my hair again! You'll all just have to see it tomarrow...
adam is returning tomarrow...let the fun begin...
cds got today...
modest mouse, good news 4 ppl who love bad news
fall out boy, take this to your grave
coheed and cambria, |
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| Blah blah blah... |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|06:16 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Sugarhill Gang-Rapper's Delight | ] |
So wat can i say? So much drama going on...lol! Everyone seems 2b cutting n wanting to kill themselves...everyone seems to be breaking up...im a little out of it myself...but whatever. So i've been haning out with Jay but idk if i like him more than a friend. I kno he likes me n wants to go out with me, n we've kissed b4 but idk how i feel about him that well. So skating with santa is sunday, i'm going with jonathan and douglas lol! Well idk. Mite invite jen-marie to go if she can. Friday DDRING! I hope. If i cant go i will flip out FLIP OUT!!! I need to go i havent been in oh so long lol. Saturday, xmas at Karens...n sunday i got that skating thing...so i'm booked this weekend lol. I got an orthodontist apptmnt tomarrow at 430 i guess. I talked to doug on the phone earlyer. ppl i guess in jen's class r talking shit about them. Stupid fucking retards lol! I meet Sean's bf today, Alex...he's a cutie lol! He's really nice n i'm happy 4 them...well g2r tho...
<3Lindsey Jean |
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| So hurr we go...lol |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|07:47 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Wake Me When September Ends-Green Day | ] |
Past couple days...
Sunday: was at dads, woke up at like 1230 bcuz i wasnt feeling well n i guess i needed the sleep. Everyone still kept pissing me off. I ended up staying up till fucking 3 in the morning n god only knows how long it took me to actually fall asleep. I was just so worried about everything...
Today: So yea i woke up at 630, got ready 4 school, walked to the buss. Wore these incredably uncomfortable shoes i found in my closet. Got sum blisters. But oh well. I asked mom when i'm going to the doctors 4 my depression n shit bcuz i'm really starting to scare myself (exspeshaly last nite but im not getting into details...) And she got all pissed n she's all "are u fucking sick or something?" n i'm like "yea in my head" n she's all "yea everything is in ur fucking head" n i'm like ok wtf watever...
well i g2r tho...
<3LindseyJean
Eric got me the green day cd! YAY! I HEART U ERIC LOL! HERO HEARTS YOU! |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | RUFiO | ] |
Im so sick right now n i dont know wats wrong. My whole body huts, my head huts, i'm mentaly hurt n i just want to die right now...
...would you like to forget... |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|12:01 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Hidden In Plane View-Bleed For You | ] |
So im at dads now. Bigg woot! Going to an xmas party at aunt jannets later. So i think i'll be getting presents and food so i'm happy about that. Dad is all grouchy n keeps talking about how fucking poor he is n yelled at fucking katrina just 4 having sum sprite bcuz we cant aford soda. So now i'm too scared to eat anything bcuz he'll bitch how i'm eating everything in the fucking house. Great huh? N everyone thinks i fucked up the computer but i didnt so idk. ppl r retarted. n the comp wont let me update my xang so i'm like blah watever...well gonna go tho bcuz i'm talking to ppl online...
<3LindseyJean
would you like to forget? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|12:01 am] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Greener With The Scenery-The Used | ] |
I just dont know how i deal with all this shit anymore... |
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| Question... |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|08:35 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Hidden In Plane View | ] |
Why is it that a lot of guys want to go out with me, n the only one I would concider going out with, doesnt know how he feels? |
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[Dec. 6th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
| [ | It will be worse in a moment... |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | Ever So Sweet-The Early November | ] |
I feel like shit and acomplished at the same time
I skipped over a box, and i landed without falling
I broke up with Billy,i feel bad about it but idk shit happens
I want to be alone now
So dont bug me i guess except if ur sean or jen-marie |
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